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I go by the name jspoon im a rapper born out of new haven Connecticut i grew up in a jungle most nights we had to sleep on the floor because of gun shots me and my siblings had it rough growing up. And not having a lot and getting picked on about what name brands you don't know were leads to fights almost every day. Where I'm from you either fight or die so you really had to grow up quick. Plus I had a mom who didn't give a shit about me because I look like my pops and they had a toxic relationship that's why she treated me the way she did my aunt told me. But for that same reason my uncles and family say I'm the most dangerous one out of the four because i had to show myself how to do pretty much every thing i use to get beat for everything even shit i didn't even do. and I was the first to square up for anything disrespectful.and fighting was my shit because I was taught NEVER to hit a girl and I knew I was strong so I NEVER did but my mom would pick up anything and hit you to the point were you wanna put hands on something or someone so being able to take it out on who ever else was therapy in it self to me .but eventually we moved because our home burned down so we moved to new York to making money Mount vernon. were we stayed with family it was a cool switch from hood to home until we started going at it with family then we eventually went into the shelter. were i got into a lot of police problems because of having less than i had b4 made for more problems. it made the streets easier at 13.and I would freestyle my pain and thoughts while i was in the street.then eventually moved again to new Rochelle were i started my first day in a fight with a dude with homies because my brother wanna tell people he from murder vill but they were playing tuff because when it came to those hands with the first one k.o the rest ran but my second k.o in new York came from my first day in middle school because my mom left us all back a year so we could all be closer in school so I looked older then most plus i had facial hair so this kid called me a substitute teacher and kids started laughing so I knocked him out his shoes because were I'm from only your homies and people you no could clown not randoms so from that i got suspended for two weeks then I got into football when I got back because the coach told me he was impressed but wanted to see how i hit on the field so water boyed everything on the field using my mom face on everybody to take my anger out on.
Music was my plan a and football was my plan b plus my mom use to kick me out at 13 so I knew early i had to make my own way in life because being in gangs and and streets wouldn't work forever the you try to do good for me trouble follows so I use yo ask this lady at this restaurant for a job almost every day and she use to tell me i was to young for 8 months until i told here i wasn't eating at home and she gave me a Job under the books and free food every day i worked plus tips but one night she didn't work and the kitchen was closed so I went to town because i knew i couldn't eat a home my bro got into a lil situation with his girl and another girl and a fight broke out it started with the girls and ended with me going to jail for almost 2 years for assault on 3 officers but some lady brought a tape in clearing me of all charges but while inside I got rejection letters from scout's because of the fight with the police and my mom never came to see or write me just except that one time to tell me ill never be shit just like my dad then we moved again when I got out because no school wanted to take me and i got kicked out of alternative school to but through it all I always rapped i almost gave it up for a lil while after having some kids and my mom died but I stuck to it and I've been killing shows opening up for big name artist like fed the God son/murderMook/ jada/ drag/on shawty low/ people love my music my music for it self music is my life I wake up everyday with new ideas I love music for me its something I can't go one day without doing my rapping could be triggered by a simple beat or sound its been that way since I started rapping since the age of eight.because I was like 50 the out cast of the family so I constantly found myself in trouble or in something but that comes with the territory of raising yourself so i put all that pain and frustration on wax and people started to gravitate to what I've been rapping and doing and i also write for others I’m very versatile I’m working on my album I can’t wait to release my project I’ve also collaborated with some celebs in the industry but now I’m just ready for the world to no my name and my story my hunger my struggle and my pain my musical inspiration comes from listening to BIG,DMX lil Wayne ,Rick Ross, snoop, AND JAY AND NO MATTER WHAT IM NOT GONNA STOP UNTILL IM ONE ONE THE GREATS
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Grizzly Beatz is an American Hip Hop Producer from Los Angeles, CA. He has produced for Curren$y, Dizzy Wright, Hopsin, Gatorade, Chief Kamachi, Nike, Activision and more.
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